with this line
drawn with a razor
across my wrist
i am past the point
of no return.
you crossed my mind
too late.
--
(but i don't blame you
i only blame myself
i'm sorry for hindering you
because if it weren't for me
you would've reached me
in time.)
have you noticed how
caregiver
and
caretaker
are synonymous
with each other?
blessed but forsaken
created but destroyed
heard but ignored
known but forgotten
noose tied but cut
even when
kind
you are still
cruel.